I don't really go into too much detail that often, because I don't want people to worry, I don't want people to get upset over it, and I don't want to bring people down. But it's time that I accepted that my friends want me to be well, as much as I want to be well.
Please note, this isn't a very nice blog. It's not particularly happy. You might need to stop reading. It's not supposed to be.
But it's stuff I think I need to say.